Showing posts with label sentiment. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sentiment. Show all posts

Sunday, April 3, 2016

Hard Time for My Family

Mom called me, she cried over the phone...Doctor confirmed my bro and sister-in-law unable to have their own kid...

Friday, November 15, 2013

How can you mend a broken heart - Al green (with lyrics)


A song recommended for those feel lonely and grim...hope this can relief your soul...


Monday, April 9, 2012

Missing Beyond...







Below just some of my favourites Beyond classics... :)







Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Sometime when you meet with some stupid customer...

Its been a year in a representative local bank in my career life, though the working environment is tough, but I am able to cope it and enjoy the challenging environment sometime.

As an officer, it is my job to attend customer enquiries and help to solve their problems if any, of course, and it is common when sometime customer did not satisfy with the service offered, as we did not meet their expectation in their process due to some reasons i.e. legally, bank policies and else. But we just try to understand the customer situation and apologized on our incapability to work out the result they intended to.

I used to this situation untill yesterday when I dealed with a very very damn stupid customer. Ok, the story background is like this, the customer have a loan with bank, and loan agreement had signed in August,and the car also being driven since that day, but then the agreement copy for customer did not reach customer in weeks due to he is not always in the respondent address which he provided to us, since we had sent it out by registered courier service, the agreement will not leave at the address when the directed receiver is not there to sign and acknowledge for the courier.

And one month and days after he sign the agreement, he received a reminder letter from us stated that he had late for his first obligated installment. This stupid guy then try to call us, and I am the unlucky man that day to picked up the phone. In the phone conversation, when I understand the story, I ask him not to worry, as I will waive away all the late charges incurred in this case. Later on, he sent in an official email request to waive the late charges, but in additional, he also request us to defer his repayment schedule for one month for the reason he did not received agreement. The problem appeared when he requested to have the instalment payment schedule due date being deferred one month, it means that he will drive one month car with the bank loan for free of charge!!! Of course it is not feasible either logically and legally, and I called him back and told him that we uncapable to do this, after listen to this, this stupid fellow start to shown disatisfied tone and claimed that it is bank's fault for the case he did not received any document and notification on this instalment due date.

I am angry with his attitude and tone shown in his words regarding this, so I replied him in the same manner to insist that we will not work it that way he expected and bank definitely not to excuse in this case, and then this stupid fucker asked my name and the headquarter phone number and cut off the line.

Few hours later, a complaint letter lodged to headquarter sent to my email by HQ customer service department. Guess what, the complaint letter as long as an article (p/s: This sohai actually is a director of don't know what unknown small company, guess why he so free to write an stupid "article" during working hours just only to express his dissatisfaction???). I give the article to my manager to read, and he also laugh and said "nevermind la, since he insist want it to, now you try to send a request of defer payment to HQ see whether HQ approve or not, don't waste time argue with him la, although it is not our fault."

Ok, I did whatever manager instructed, and HQ approved the SOHAI request in this morning. and then I already no mood to inform and talk with this stupid fellow, so I asked the marketing officer who bring in this business to call him back regarding to this matter. FOLLOWING THIS IS THE MOST IRRITATING SCENE WHICH I EVER MET SINCE I WORK IN BANK, the SOHAI didn't even express a appreciation and simple thank you, instead he asked the marketing officer to leave me a message that he want an official letter from me (specified me) to inform him on this.

Walao, I MEMANG GERAM BETUL ON THIS BUKIMAK when I heard that, and I told the marketing officer that I will ignore his request, ask him go to hell la, if not satisfied go ahead and compaint again, BUKIMAK~~~!!! sometime I wonder this kind of people ah, we trying to tolarate but they still want to take advantage to step forward one, WHAT THE KIND OF FUCKING SPECIES IS THIS????? (p/s: this sohai only borrow loan for...........a Myvi only.........wonder like that also want to so LCLY ah~??? My other customer borrow loan for Porsche, Mercedes and else luxury car also didn't have that stupid attitude and mindset lo...WHO THE HELL YOU THINK YOU ARE OH...???)

But anyway thank you for this BUKIMAK la, finally I have some topic to write on my blog since N years ago, haiz...wish a better tomorrow for me and my readers la, goodnight~

Sunday, January 31, 2010

My Yearning Childhood Comics

 
Dr. Slump



Crayon Sin Chan

  
Doraemon



China Hero

  
Storm Warriors

Today accidentally saw Dr. Slump pic which emailed to me by my friend, which make me suddenly miss those childhood comics and life a lots~^^. Its been more than a decade I did not touch the above comics, which I am so addicted to them before I enter and till the end of primary school life. 

I recall that I always get punished and reprimanded by both my parents and school teachers, just because I consumed most of my time keep reading those stuff and learned to draw them, and thus ignore all my study and homework. 

But, in fact, I am quite well known in my friends group, which I am good in drawing comic, especially Hong Kong style comic, and the second reason is, I always being called by my teachers to face headmaster individually (of course not for good things)~XP~what a shame~lol~

Sincerely, if not the pressure from my family and relatives, and also the rare development opportunities of the comic field in local. Today I shall be in this field, but not business field, for this is my natural born talent and interest...sigh...

Haiz...time just past that fast, no longer a stupid child anymore, really hope that there is a chance for me to fly back to my childhood life again, even me always dream to be an adult soon at that time... :) ...

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

New Age


New age, come with new dreams,
dreams will be converted to actions,
actions to ensure my dreams realized,
realize dreams means I did not waste my time for an age.

24, a good looking number,
but a challenging number for me,
so much things to chase for, hunt for,
so much things have to worry for, tension for,
most important, 24 a number which represents,
a entire new milestone in my life.

For those who wishes me,
friends and family,
you will always being carved in my memory diary.
Sincerely appreciate for the one used to exist during my 23 years lifetime,
I wish you all a good fortune,
and everyday will seems a nice day to you.

24, whatever happen,
I hope I can smile like the above stupid kitty,
a stupid smile that so free, so relax,
24, come on, lets cheers~!
Cheero~!!!!

Monday, January 4, 2010

My 2010


 
It is the end of a decade, 2010 a special year bringing great means to me...

2010, the year I graduate from my degree study.

2010, also represents the end of my student life.

2010, I gonna enter and start working in my desired finance professional field. 

2010, I will have my 1st real investment with my own budget.

2010, the 1st time I will live and work in KL.

2010, the 1st working experience in investment bank (hopefully, will work hard to realize it).

2010, a key year to decide whether to pursue CFA program.

Most important, 2010, no doubt, a difficult year, driving by both degree study and starting of finance world working life. However, wishing everybody a successful and prosperity 2010.

2010, Cheero~!

Monday, December 7, 2009

What Should I Do

When people ask me to die, I live; When people ask me to live, I die,
Don't ever ask me why, for I only know little about myself,
Who am I?

Someone always walks a lonely way, I am the someone,
For I am just feel comfort with that,
Am I?

When I am happy, everyday seems a good day;
When I am sad, each day represents a disaster,
Time is a double face,
Possessed both kindly and cruelty traits,
Should I hate it? appreciate it?

Folly guy, poor guy, lonely guy,
You are nothing now,
Step back a while, concentrate and prepare for your time,
Understand?

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Think Deep In Finance


In finance field, it is the responsibility for the professionals to make sure the clients and employers they service for have the most value return to their investment or wealth. However, I always think about something else out of this box, something that worth of us to think deeply in it.

Currently, you should have heard lot of news about the destructive non-stop cloudburst in many places in the world, as a sequent from rapidity critical global warming phenomena. As a finance student, I think and ask myself, what is the relationship between Finance and these natural (or maybe man-made) disasters?

Did Finance help to avoid this, or it is one of the factors which prick up these disasters? In common, we knew that factories, cars, cigarettes, toxic wastes, and lots more things appear and increase rapidly only in modern times, is the main reason which contribute to current earth critical condition. Well, how do these modern things acquire the capital or finance resources to get being build, manufactured and produced? Even this is my field, but as a fact, yes, I have to admit that it is finance world which contribute the capital to the existing of those modern things.

We finance people always proud that we are the one which contribute to a country’s economy and development, but how if we are also the one who contribute towards earth destruction? Is it also worth for us to proud for? Well, I did not deny that we also the one to help gather the finance resources for lots of projects which trying to save the world from the brink of destruction. But, I believe that it is only a small amount if compared to the capital flow in the industries which produce modern things as they can give big return to the investment, for finance field have a rule, great investment must be compensate with great return, thus, it is common that our main investment is always towards industries creating pollution.

Finance did have ethics, but the ethics is mainly on accountability and responsibility on the money only, but rarely a point to point at which field or industry that should be invested. Well, this is what I discussed so far in this post, there will be lots more things I am going to explore and discuss in later post, hopefully my posts on these issues will let people in this field think another way deeply.

Friday, November 13, 2009

Cry Like a Baby


Remember our cry since we just enter this world?
Remember why we cry that time?
I cant' recall that.
But,
I know that is one of my mom's sweet memories.

 
Soon we grow and became a child.
We do still cry, but less,
as we know we cry for something,
But,
I can recall that I just cry for some trivial matters,
and now still remain as one of my cherish memories.

 
Not long later we became teenager,
Do we cry?
Some said yes, some said no anymore.
But,
I know during that time, even if we cry, that is seldom occur,
 especially in the front of other peoples.
As, in our mind we told ourselves that it is shameful.

 
We came to adult soon after our teenager life,
I believe that most of us found it is difficult to cry anymore,
not because we cant' cry,
not because we feel shameful.
The reason is there is scarcely a reason for us to cry out,
We thought that we are able to solve everything by ourselves.
Since then,
we start to hide and accumulate lots of grief emotion in our heart.
Even if we felt going to breakdown,
there is only crystal tears silently roll down.

 
By getting older and older,
cry will gradually became so strange to us,
for there is nothing we gonna chase for,
nothing to worry when we are a step away from the path to heaven,
so much, so much,
since teenager till the end of our journey,
we did not cry out our emotions and feelings,
we just left it in our soul,
and bring it to the heaven along with us,
with deep regret...



So, friends, you know why baby just keep crying since birth?
because when they turn around in the heaven before,
they feel something uncomfortable,
and feel that something miss in their previous life.
They think deep,
and finally find out that they miss so much chances to cry,
and to express their emotions and feelings to other people around them.
So, they decide to enter the world again,
just for a simple purpose:
"To Cry Like a Baby"



*Hope you like this and email it to your friends and family members~:)

Friday, October 30, 2009

Lone Wolf



I am alone, I tend to be alone, as much as I desire~

Don't ever ask me to join anyone, for I am the lone shadow in storming snow~

I did not fear cold, as much as the feeling of being isolated~

I am tough, I am able to do it on my ownself~

Even if I can't, I am still prefer to bear it on my own self~

I prefer this way as I did not believe anyone, I only believe my intuition, my sense, my judgment~

For I am the lone wolf in the lonely forest of snowing atmosphere~

Howling in the wild, howling in the dark beneath the full moon~

I fear nothing, for I am the lone wolf~

Friday, October 23, 2009

Pray



I always pray, that for them who suffered because of me can forgive me.

Today, I pray a lots, I pray to myself, I hope I can forgive myself.

Bit by bit, everybody will leave me eventually, as none of the bond may last long.

For I am stubborn, foolish, lack caring, and not fully committed to any bond.

I had gradually changed, changed to someone I did not recognize anymore.

A cruel man, a selfish person, a pity human.

Today, I pray, I pray hard to myself, I hope I can cure myself from these.

I believe, I can heard my pray, that one day I can still remember and remain who I am, and to save me from who I will be.

My soul, thanks for hearing my own voice, please keep guiding me along my path.

Thats what I had prayed for today.

Silent Night, Sleepless Night


I am nervous, I have no idea why I have that feeling, maybe I have not prepared well for my future...

I am worry, I don't know why this come to me, maybe I believed that future is of great uncertainty...

I am in down mood, I cannot explain what is the reason, maybe I will stay far from everyone I miss soon...

My heart is breaking, don't ask me how this happen, maybe just because I did something fool enough...

My brain is storming, let me tell you, because I am writing the above idiot feelings...

My eyes is getting heavier and heavier, this I know why, as I did not sleep well for a few nights, by just keep thinking and thinking why I will suffer insomnia each time I had laid down on my bed...

Am I sick...?

Sad World



A man sat under a tree, wondering what the world want from him,

Do this world need him? If there is negative answer, than why he had born here?

What is the main purpose for a human life? To eat? drink? work? and suffer?

He maybe used to be the best between his peers, he maybe wealth enough to quit his job, he maybe the one who gain respect from others, he maybe...

But, do those things bring a good mean on why he should keep on live in this world?

While the pollution level at the brink of critical point, while humans' heart and mind became more poisoned and poisoned, while the world gradually became much unfair...

All those things make a human suffer, make a human forget what he is, make a human cruel enough...

After a while, he raise his head and take a deep breath, I intend to reach him and share the same feelings with him, I walk near him and put my right hand on his shoulder...

The man turn his neck and look at me, suddenly everything disappear, everything gone, and I open my eyes and found that I am on my bed...

My dream, my words, my thought...I am the sad man...